NICOLETTE TAY
14.12.91, SATURDAY BABY!
CHC , N284, Nursery Ministry
NYP; Multimedia and Infocomm Technology
in love with green and chip&dale! XD
nicolette_91@hotmail.com
tagboard .
desires.
*Camera!(T70-green)
*New Small Laptop(HP)
*Black Leather Jacket.
*Purple Cardigan @Dorothy.P
*Engrave name necklace(Bits&Pieces)
6TH JULY 2008 - SUNDAY woke up late! i woke up at 6.45am, that was the time that im suppose to meet justina, zulaika, shorini and jane at raffles. hoho. rushed, left the house, train, met them then train to beona vista. hungry! XP met jane at the community centre, waited for dominic. then we went to the basketball court. finally everything was settled and everything went smoothly. haha ^^
the bball competition started at 9am, the open category ended at 1pm. the next category was the under 18, started at 1plus, ended at 6pm. oh my goodness. the afternoon was hot! XP i got tanned. a little only luh. haha. made 'friends'... lol! haha i was sooo paiseh! anyway after that, the five of us walked to the mrt. jane left by cab. the three of them alighted at raffles. while i alrighted at city hall and waited for eugene to go to vanessa's bday bbq. x)
finally he came, then we trained to pasir ris. hoho, the distance is long, but all the talking 'shorten' the time. haha had a good laugh throughout the whole trin trip. hah. took bus to the place then walked to the pasir ris beach, pit 11. we smell food. lol haha. i didnt eat mucht he whole day, so im kinda hungry. XP hehe. had fun! eat, talked, played... cake smashing. cake 'facial' and etc. haha. lol okay okay. we stayed there until 10pm then left. aint feeling well. lol hmmph. i took train alone while the rest took bus, i was so tired, slept in the train. lucky i didnt go overshot. lol rushed home, bathed and boom! Zzzz. haha. what a day... XD
5TH JULY 2008 - SATURDAY met james and ruiliang at tpy interchange.. met shar in the train. all of us headed to expo and we studied. XP queued then went inside. today was rev mike cornell. his message was overcoming disappointments. disappointment happens in our everyday life. everybody definitely will have to go thru disappointments. and thats a sad thing, as its one of our trials. but also a good thing as it will help us learn and equip ourselves for the upcoming disapoointments, how do we resolve it.
after his message, there werent any deliverance as there were too many people but no time. he led, we prayed and think through our hurts, disappointment, resentment, unforgiveness and the past. i thought of so many things, so many disappointments, so many regrets etc. there were too many to be said nor count. i was so confuse, so scared. i cried everything out. its been a very long time since i weep. and i felt so much better after that. i think theres much more than that. i miss someone who is so important in my life. but now that person is not around me to support me. sigh. i've forgiven myself and the people who hurt me, who disappointed me and most of all, god. i always that everything is over, get over it. but i was wrong. the wound is not healed, i was just covering it and not thinking about it. i was super foolish by doing that. but im glad that most of it is healed... x)
after service, we went to the food court and fellowship. haha. x) as usual, laughter filled the air. went home after that. i was so tired. but i watched tv until 1am. hehe. then i went to sleep. as tomorrow i've to wake up at 5am, get ready to go for cip at beona vista, ulu pandan communiity centre. hoho toodles. ^^